Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Day 29 - The Person That You Want To Tell Everything To, But You're Too Afraid To

This letter is not to be found, considering that I only have a few people in my life that I tell everything to, and that's because they have gained my trust. I don't want to tell everything to other people, because I don't fully trust them yet, not because I'm afraid. Yeah, mine was very much like Amanda's, because we're best friends, and we think alike. :D

Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life

Dear Jesus,

YOU are the one who totally changed my life for the better! For real, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I wouldn't do anything to change that. You constantly amaze me in the things that you are doing in people's lives, and I know for certain that you are not finished with me yet. I love you!

Your Daughter,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day

Dear Person-who's-name-I-think-starts-with-an-H,

Yeah, so we met at a camp a couple of years back, I can never remember your name, just that it starts with an H! You were such a sweet guy, a beast at all things sports, you talked to me all the time because we were on the same team for a day, AND to top it all off, you were really cute. Mhmm! You were! If we ever have the chance to see eachother again some day, it would be epic if you remembered me! Just sayin! :D

Your For-one-day Friend,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise To

Dear Ashley J.,

Just a week ago, you made a pinky promise to me that you would stop torturing me in the corner of Becca's room. I think pinky promises are a lost art form. Pinky promises are so much more legit than swearing on stuff. "Pinky promise?" means WAY more than "I swear on my big toe!". Yeah, I don't know why I chose big toe. I don't like toes. Well, I mean, I like that they help me stand up and keep my balance, but I don't like looking at them. Yes, I just stuck my foot up in the air to examine my toes. >.> Ashley, do you like feet? If you do........then you should get a CAT scan. Hey, I like cats, just in case you didn't know. They're so adorable and cute and cuddly.
Okay, so I kind of strayed away from the real meaning of this letter. What IS the real meaning of this letter again? Oh yeah, IGUANAS!

Loooove,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times

Okay, so I got a few days behind due to sickness. I'm still a tad under the weather, but now I have the grueling task of writing 5 letters. I can't guarantee anything interesting, so bear with me.

Dear Mr. and Mrs. Hord,

So just this morning I received an email that Mr. Hord had a heart attack and is now at the hospital in critical condition. I just wanted to let you both know that a bunch of us kids in the youth group are praying for you, Mr. Hord. I'm also praying for Mrs. Hord because I know it must be hard having to sit there with him, knowing that you can do nothing for him but pray. Prayer is a strong enough thing to make him get better, though. I really hope that he gets better soon so you both can come back to church. I love you both! :D

Love,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Friday, December 24, 2010

Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favorite Memory

I have so many amazing memories with almost all of my friends, but I'm gonna write to my two best friends, since we have the most funny/embarrassing memories!

Dear Tonya,

Hey, my dear friend! :D There are so many stinkin' memories that we have together that it's hard to name just one! I'll name a few though! Remember that time you bumped your head into the window in front of "cough* that person and were really embarrassed? That was funny. Remember when I got sooooo mad at you on vacation and then it was automatically resolved when the bathroom toilet overflowed? That was funny. Remember that time we both did a bunch of cartwheels in your living room and danced to the ending song on "Another Cinderella Story" and TAPED it? Remember that time we drew a face on your stomach and you pretended to be Ozzy Osbourne? Oh...the times we've had. I love when we're together! :D

Dear Kamanda,

Wazzuuuup? :D You know what? It's funny that any time we're together, we always have an ugly face contest. Of course, I always win, but that's because I have what you call a "rubber face." But that's okay, MY rubber face makes people laugh, if not make me feel totally stupid. You're the one who saw me in my MOST embarrassing moment *cough* ice *cough*, and even though I was TOTALLY embarrassed then, it's something to laugh about now! I love how you always try your hardest to stay out of drama and stuff, and how when you and somebody are fighting, that you always come to me to try to stop it. That kind of makes me feel important and needed. :D I love you sooo stinkin much! :D

LOTS OF MUSHY GUSHY LOVE,
Kirstin/Jo/Madeline/Skittles/Koiston

Thursday, December 23, 2010

People

I have great friends and family. For real, I love all of my friends infinity times over! I don't think I would be able to go on if I didn't have all of my great friends that I have now. I love people so much, in general! I don't think I'd ever be able to live by myself without feeling lonely. Being around people just makes me happy, especially being around people who are super super nice and awesome, like 99.9% of the people I hang out with now.

I really don't realize how much of a blessing that friends can be. Sometimes, after reading something or seeing something, it just hits me how blessed I am to have these amazing friends and family, how blessed I am to be going to a school where there are Christians left and right, and how blessed I am to just have things that other people go without. For real, I'm just in shock of how many things I take for granted.

Is it weird to miss someone a minute after just seeing them? If I'm in the house for a minimum of 3 days, I'm itching to get out of the house and see people. What can I say, though? I love people! :D

Sincerely,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Day 23 - The Person You Last Kissed

Dear Nobody,

Hi nobody! How are you? So...we've never kissed. Which is cool, if you look at it from my perspective! I mean, I don't wanna go around kissing boys who I most likely will NOT spend the rest of my life with. For example, when I get my first boyfriend, I'm not gonna be all like "Oh my gosh, I love you sooo much and I know that we are NEVER going to leave each other and we're gonna get married and never ever ever EVER break up because I love you so much" and be all kissy kissy all the time. I'm a little more old-fashioned than that when it comes to these things. Laugh at me if you will, but that's what I believe. Yeah...I feel awkward writing this......Bye.

Love,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 22 - Someone You Would Give A Second Chance To

Dear Everyone,

I give second chances all the time, and that's because anyone can change. Sometimes people don't change, but I mean, that's their choice. It's amazing when people DO change, though! It's like meeting a whole different person sometimes. I'm all for giving second chances, third chances, etc. Just don't take advantage of that, now that you know. Kay? :D

Looove,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression

Dear Ellen Dooley,

Hiya girrrl! :D So first off I'd like to say that I am SO happy that you and I have become friends and that I've gotten to know you! Even though you are younger than me, I find myself looking up to you because you have such a heart for God.

Anyways, so I have to admit...when I first saw you, I could have sworn you were THE preppiest girl in the universe. Just the way you carried yourself, what clothes you always wore, and how you acted around other people made me think that. Boy, oh boy was I WRONG! You turned out to be THE sweetest girl on the planet, and that's a little unusual considering that most gorgeous girls are snobs. Not you, you're sweet AND gorgeous! Yeah, I'm really really REALLY happy that you're my friend. :D I LOVE YOUUUU! And miss you...even though we just saw each other a few hours ago! :D

Your Friend,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Monday, December 20, 2010

Boy, Oh Boy.

So many times, in today's society, you hear countless teenage girls saying they've "fallen in love" with some guy...when a couple weeks later, they're on to "loving" another guy. I really don't think it's "falling in love" when you're falling OUT of love so quickly. If it's real love, it shouldn't be so easy to fall out of it. I can honestly say that I have never "fallen in love" with a boy. I've fallen in LIKE with countless boys, but I've never really loved them.

My definition of love: "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." (1 Corinthians 13:4-7)

According to that scripture, I KNOW I've never loved a guy. I've just been infatuated.

So here lately, I've really been trying to not like anybody. I've been trying to just focus on God, not on boys. When I like somebody, they are the one who consume most of my thoughts throughout the day, and all that thought time should really belong to God. He's the one who deserves it, not some boy who will never like me. Pshhh, BOYS!

Sincerely,
Kirstin

Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart Hardest

Dear ______,

Okay Mister, I don't hate you, but I definitely do not like you. You made me think that you legitimately cared about me, and then you just stopped talking to me. I don't know if I did anything, or if you just lost interest, but now I don't even have the slightest urge to say anything to you...ever. I don't even see why I cried over you, because I sure know you didn't even think twice of me. The only thing left I have to say to you is...have a nice life.

Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind, Good or Bad.

Dear Person-Whos-Name-I-Shall-Not-Mention,

Yeah, I need to stop being so irritated at lame things. I love you a lot, but sometimes I just get irritated and annoyed way too easily! I can only hope that one of these days, you will get irritated at ME, because I deserve it! But no, you're way too sweet for that. :D

Love,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 18 - Someone You Wish You Could Be

Dear Myself,

So I can honestly say that I wouldn't wish to be somebody else. Nobody else in the world. I can only wish for a better version of myself. Not in looks, but in personality. I want to be a nicer person, someone who is a great listener and gives the BEST advice. Someone who is the type of person that friends will immediately go to with their problems, trusting me to not tell anybody. I want to be the type of person where people will look at me and see God through me. Right now to me, It doesn't matter who lives in a huge, beautiful house, with the best looks in the world, because I would rather have the above personality than great looks and a bunch of money.

Love,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood

Dear Kari Manning,

Yeah, remember when we were friends? Well I do, and you were so super nice and funny and I wanted to be like you.......Well not anymore, now that I've seen you again and know how you are after several years. I remember you used to call me your BFF and you came to my 9th birthday party. It's a weird thought now to think that you and I were friends....Yeah. Bye.

Your Used-To-Be Friend,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Day 16 - Someone Not In Your State/Country

Dear Adam Young,

So I know I'm copying Ryan by writing to you, but really....we should get married. Even my Mom said so...thinking about proposing to me soon? I mean, I know we've never met and you basically don't know that I exist...but I know YOU exist and you're AMAZINGGG!!! :D So we should meet so you can propose. ^_^ I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU!

Your Wannabe Wife,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 15 - The Person You Miss Most

Dear friends,

So I know I saw a lot of you today, but I'm the type of person that misses people the moment I'm away from them. So yeah, I miss every single one of you A LOT! If you're reading this and we've met, then I MISS YOU! For real, I do. I'm always counting down until I see my friends next, because I love all of you so much! :D Friends are the greatest things to have in the whole wide world...well, next to cats. But whatever...Haha! ^_^

Your (hopefully equally loved) friend,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From

Dear Alex and Morgan,

Hey guys! Remember when we were little and we always used to say how we'd always be best friends and nothing would ever change that? Well...I moved. Every vacation back there I'd always visit for a couple of days and stuff, but a few years back, we just stopped doing it. You both have changed, and I've changed. Sure, we still talk some on facebook and stuff, but that friendship has deteriorated. I still miss you guys and want to see you when I go back to visit, but you're both always busy and I think after these few years, it would just be really awkward. I miss you both and love you.

Love,
Sissy

Monday, December 13, 2010

Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You

Well I'm not aware of anybody holding a grudge against me, but here I go!

Dear Person-I'm-Not-Aware-Of,

You should forgive me. Forgiveness is a big thing that takes a lot of weight off of your shoulders. I'm not sure of what I've done to whoever you are, but I can only pray that you'll forgive me. I'm sorry for whatever I did to offend you or just make you not like me. FORGIVE MEEE! =(

Love,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Caused You A Lot of Pain

Dear Non-Existent Person,

I love you.

Love,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk To

Hey guys! Sorry I got a little behind! Busy weekend!

Dear Jane Austen,

Wow. You were an amazing writer! I wish I could have met you while you were still alive! I adore your books! I bet when you were still alive that you couldn't even imagine that in the year 2010 your books (and now movies) would be popular! It's sad that you died when you were only 42, because I can't even imagine how many more books you would have written had you lived longer! I can only hope that you were a Christian so that I can see you one day in heaven! :D

Your major fan,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

(By the way, it's weird that Ryan has the same birthday she did. December 16th)

Friday, December 10, 2010

Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk To As Much As You'd Like To

Dear Chelsea,

Hey Girrrrl! :D So yeah, even though we go to the same church and see eachother like once a week, that's SO not enough! I mean, we can't really spend a lot of time together at church talking about stuff. You're really fun to be around and I wish that we could see eachother more often, or even just talk more often. Since you've gone to public school, we've seen eachother less and less. It really sucks. But yeah, I love youuu and hope I'll see you very soon! :D

Love,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet

Dear Zachary Levi,

I wish we could meet one day. I'm sure you're just as funny, cute, and amazing as you are in your movies, YouTube videos, etc! :D If we did meet, or even in I was 5 feet away from you, I think I'd pass out, no lie. You have an amazing singing voice, by the way! ^.^

Your Creepy, Stalkerish, Fan girl,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend

Well I don't really have any internet friends that I've never met before, except for eb_fourside, but we've never really talked. But I shall write a letter to her anyways! :D

Dear eb,

Hey! So I've heard a lot about you and you seem extremely nice and sweet, but I've never talked to you I don't think! I just don't know what I'd say, and I hate being all awkward lol! So here's something to start off a conversation, and I will face the awkwardness if it comes......hi! :D Haha!

Your Acquaintance-That-You've-Never-Met,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Day 7 -Your Dreams

Dear Dreams,

I love you. Seriously, you are always so crazy and random, I LOVE it! Except for those two times you gave me the same dream about being chased down in slow motion and nobody could hear my screaming. That was a little creepy, not gonna lie. I love how you sometimes make me fly. Flying is completely epic! There's no feeling like it in the world! Anyways, keep giving me all these random dreams, because they give me something funny to look back on as the day progresses.

Oh, and by the way, could you perhaps lessen a little on the dreams about being eaten by alligators and sharks and things like that? I'd appreciate it a lot. :D See ya tonight!

Love,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Monday, December 6, 2010

Day 6 - A Stranger

Dear Stranger,

Do you have kids? I don't...I mean, I'm only 16. But you didn't know that about me because we've never met. Once we DO meet, I'll have a new friend, and that will be epic! I love new friends...even though it's kind of awkward because I don't know what to say to people I've never met. I'm rambling, because I'm a rambler to people I've never met before. "Rambler" sounds kind of like "Rambo"...but I'm NOT Rambo, 'kay? I'm just a teenage girl, who is writing a letter to a person I've never met, never heard of, and never seen. But when I DO meet you, it shall be memorable...to me. But it might not be memorable to you, because I COULD be the most boring person everrr. Ya never know, though, I could be pretty amazing! I can't wait to meet yoooou and be your frieeend! :D

Your Non-Friend-At-The-Moment,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Day 5 - Your Future Spouse

Okay, so being only 16 and barely having one boyfriend in my lifetime, this will be kind of weird considering I don't have even the slightest inkling of who my future spouse may be. At the rate things are going right now, I'll be lucky to even get married! But, nonetheless, here I go!

Dear Future Spouse,

I can only hope that if and when I get married, then we will truly love each other. I hope that I can be the best person to make you feel better after a bad day, and that I will be your best friend and you can be mine. That we will be able to go to each other with anything, and not be afraid to share how we feel about stuff. That we will be one with each other and with God, and that most importantly, we will put God above each other! I hope that you will be the man that I will grow old with. I hope that we can pray together, laugh together, and cry together (crying is NOT a bad thing for a guy to do, by the way.) Whoever you are, I love you.

Yours,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Day 4 - Your Sibling (Or Closest Relative)

Dear Ryan and Jake,

I'm super glad that I got you both as brothers.

Ryan, I'm so happy that as we've gotten older, that we've become better friends. I'm glad that we very rarely fight anymore, and that I usually don't feel weird talking to you about stuff (other guys). I'm happy to be able to call you one of my best friends, even though you probably think that I'm lying. lol I love you, Tootie! :D

Jake, even though I know you probably won't read this, I'm sorry for always being a little brat towards you when I was little. I miss you now that you're in NC, and I can not WAIT until you move back here with Leann. I'm happy to call you my brother, and I hope that when you move back here then we can be closer as a family! I love you! :D

Your Sister,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Friday, December 3, 2010

Day 3 - Your Parents

Dear Mom and Dad,

No offense to all those other parents out there, but you two are the best!

Mom, thanks for being such a great Mom all these years, for teaching me through your actions what it means to be a real Godly woman, and for just overall being a great Mom! I know you've been through a lot in your life and it's great to see what a great Mom you've become over the years. You're the best Mommy everrr and I love you sooo much! I don't know what I'd do without you!

Daddy, thanks for being my Daddy. Thanks for being your goofy self and for disciplining us when we need it. Even though I know you sometimes think that you don't do enough for our family, you do way more than you even know! I don't think you and Mom are fruit loops, by the way! I'll love you forever, no matter what. :D

Your Daughter,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Day 1 - Your Best Friend

These two people I'm writing to are my best friends in the world. They are the funnest people to hang out with, and I love them to death! :D


Dear Tonya,

I’m so happy to be able to call you my best friend. I love that we always love spending time together, doing ridiculous things, and just talking. I love that I can come to you with anything and feel comfortable talking about it. Even though we sometimes have our arguments and crap like that, I’m happy that we have always gotten over them, because it’s made us better friends. I don’t know what I would do without you sometimes, and I can only hope that we stay friends forever. You know how most adults say “I don’t even talk to the people I used to be best friends with as kids”? Well, I hope when I’m an adult with a family that I can still call you my best friend. I hope we never move away from each other (even though it’s likely to happen), but even if we do, I hope our friendship is strong enough to withstand it. I love you so much. I don’t think I could love you any more, even if you were my actual sister.

Dear Amanda,
Wow. You’re awesome. I’m so super happy that you’re one of my best friends! Even though we sometimes get aggravated at each other, we always seem to get over it quick with our apologies! I’m lucky to have such a good friend like you. You are a great listener when I need to talk or vent about something, and I can only hope that I’m as good of a friend as you. I love how we had such a weird beginning, because it gives us something to laugh about now! Haha! We ALWAYS have a fun-filled time together! I love/hate being your model when you want to take pictures of/with me! You’re a kick-butt photographer and your creativity is endless! :D I LOVE YOU SO FREAKIN’ MUCH! :D *Laughs in whichever of my endless laughs you prefer* teehee!

Love,
Kirstin Joelle Tucker

So I'm Totally Doing This!

Day 1- Your best friend

Day 2- Your crush

Day 3- Your parents

Day 4- Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5- Your Future Spouse

Day 6- A stranger

Day 7- Your dreams

Day 8- Your favorite internet friend

Day 9- Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10- Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

Day 11- A deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12- The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13- Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14- Someone you've drifted away from

Day 15- The person you miss most

Day 16- Someone that's not in your state/country

Day 17- Someone from your childhood

Day 18- The person that you wish you could be

Day 19- Someone that pesters your mind-good or bad

Day 20- The one that broke your heart hardest

Day 21- Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22- Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23- The person you last kissed

Day 24- The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25- The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26- The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27- The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28- Someone that changed your life

Day 29- The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30- Your reflection in the mirror