Mean Girls

Okay, first i would like to say to Amanda that i am not copying you! I was actually going to write about this before i saw your blog! lol! So yeah...

Okay, so on Sunday nights the girls and guys split up the bible studies and us girls are reading out of a book called "Mean" (or Mean Girls....i dont remember lol). Anyways, it's about, yep you guessed it, mean girls!!! It's about how to deal with them or how to overcome it if you are one.

Now at the very beginning when we first started it, i thought i wasn't a mean girl. BUT, as the lessons go on, i'm slowly realizing how mean i really am. Ever since we started, i've been trying to stop my prejudices, my bad thoughts about other girls (and some guys), and basically my whole thinking process about other people. It's REALLY hard, but i've been asking God to help me try to become a nicer person, because now i really know how mean i am.

One thing i've REALLY had a hard time with is grudges. I'm the type of person who if you do one thing to me, i never forget it. I might seem like i'm over it and might even trick myself into thinking i'm over it, but the truth is once you do another thing to me, that thing comes right back to my mind and i just hold on to unforgiveness. I'm asking God to help me really forgive people.

And sorry to all of you who i've been mean to, whether in my head or in my actions.

Sincerely,
Jo