Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I need some prayer, peeps!

From planning graduation, having two weeks to finish the yearbook, and dealing with some other stuff, I'm feeling REALLY stressed out and worried. Just today I almost started crying just from feeling so overwhelmed by it all. I know that everything will turn out fine, but right now it's just like there's so much to get done, and very little time!

So if you can, just say a little prayer for me not to feel so stressed, and to put it in God's hands.

Anyways, enough of that. If I think of it too long, I'll get in a bad mood.

I love how at the end of the day I can always just crash on the bed and just think and pray. It's what I look forward to during the day. I'm always thinking "Oh man, I can't wait to go to bed." Of course, some nights I just fall asleep within minutes, and others I lie awake for hours. But it's a comforting thought to know that whatever I'm feeling and whatever I'm going through, I'll always have that time of night when I can just lay on my bed and let it all out to God before going to sleep.

I love God. It's the best thought knowing that you can tell God anything, no matter how pointless and retarded, and He will not ignore you. I just tell God EVERYTHING that's on my mind, even if it's a funny thing that happened during the day. Of course, He already knows it, but it makes me feel better actually whispering it to Him and trying not to laugh. I remember one night when I was talking to Him, I had to bury my face in my pillow so I wouldn't burst out laughing! It makes me happy just thinking about it! :)

There are so many things I look forward to seeing and hearing in heaven. I can't wait to feel God hugging me and actually speaking out loud to ME! But I think the thing that I look forward to most in heaven is hearing God's laugh. It must sound marvelous. I wonder if He ever cracks up laughing at things we do here on earth.

Well I think I'm done for today! :D Have a good day, everyone!

LOTS of love,
Kirstin

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